#[chatlog]

[galaxywarp]

family group chat

[vexwerewolf]

>BaskervillesCurse: hannah >BaskervillesCurse: were talking >BaskervillesCurse: now >EternallyHannah: My my my~ >EternallyHannah: Our strong and silent protector speaks~ >EternallyHannah: To what do I owe this rare and cherished tête-à-tête?~ >BaskervillesCurse: i want you to start putting me on other jobs >BaskervillesCurse: jobs that arent just standing behind you at meetings or negotiations doing nothing >EternallyHannah: Well, that's an interesting request~ >EternallyHannah: I can certainly consider it~ >EternallyHannah: But you are rather excellent as a bodyguard~ >EternallyHannah: I don't think the club would be half as successful in its dealings without you~ >BaskervillesCurse: youve got other springers who can fight >BaskervillesCurse: i have skills other than standing silently in the corner looking mean >BaskervillesCurse: and i want to use them >EternallyHannah: That's certainly something we can look into~ >EternallyHannah: But darling, I truly had no idea that you felt this way~ >EternallyHannah: Ever since you've joined, you've always been the gentle giant of the spring club~ >BaskervillesCurse: hannah i >BaskervillesCurse: i >BaskervillesCurse: i >BaskervillesCurse: i need you to stop calling me that >BaskervillesCurse: you use that term with everyone you talk about me to and you have no idea how fucking demeaning it is to hear it >EternallyHannah: Why my dear, I never meant any harm by it~ >EternallyHannah: If anything, I intended it as quite the compliment~ >BaskervillesCurse: holy shit >BaskervillesCurse: i didnt ask for a justification >BaskervillesCurse: i asked for you to stop >EternallyHannah: You've never said anything before~ >BaskervillesCurse: because whenever i set a boundary with anyone they act like im trying to intimidate them >BaskervillesCurse: i just want to be respected as a fucking human being >BaskervillesCurse: im not an animal anymore >BaskervillesCurse: i didnt choose to be a 2 meter tall 150 kilo mountain of muscle >BaskervillesCurse: i didnt choose to have dog teeth >BaskervillesCurse: i didnt choose to have my voicebox mutilated so i cant speak human language >BaskervillesCurse: i didnt choose to be something children start crying when they see >BaskervillesCurse: and im not fucking gentle hannah >BaskervillesCurse: im restrained >BaskervillesCurse: i am filled with rage all of the fucking time but i have to hold it all in because if it leaks out even a little bit everyones opinions of me will be instantly validated >BaskervillesCurse: my keeper ensured that even once i escaped her id never be able to escape what she did to me even a little >BaskervillesCurse: so i am begging you >BaskervillesCurse: stop helping her >BaskervillesCurse: stop calling me your gentle giant >BaskervillesCurse: im not gentle >BaskervillesCurse: im not yours >BaskervillesCurse: and i never got a choice not to be a giant >EternallyHannah: I >EternallyHannah: I understand >EternallyHannah: I'm sorry >EternallyHannah: When speaking of you, those words will not pass my lips again >EternallyHannah: You know a lot about goblin fruits, yes? >EternallyHannah: Perhaps we could set up foraging lessons? Do you think you could teach? >BaskervillesCurse: if someone else does the talking >BaskervillesCurse: reckon i could >EternallyHannah: I'll make it happen, Ember >BaskervillesCurse: and dont worry >BaskervillesCurse: ill still stand behind you looking scary when you really need it >BaskervillesCurse: after all >BaskervillesCurse: someone needs to dropkick the next goblin who calls you a whore >EternallyHannah: Do you think he's still flying?~ >BaskervillesCurse: oh i hope so

[firbetmakes]

Future with You: Writing Pages

Pages for writers (and chefs) I formatted for the FREE Amy Rose fanzine Future with You by @chaosquillcollection

Formatting text is one of the most tiresome and satisfiying formatting to do. For this zine I was going for an overall "journaling" feel, so I added a subtle journal dot background which gives that impression without making interupt reading.

I made 2 chatlog and 2 article formats for the zine alongside the writing, poem, and recipe formats. I was also able to do a special end formatting in the form of a letter for one of the pieces.

Credits below the cut!

Story Page - @magicwhiskers29 and Natsu

Letter Page - @ghostonthelnternet and Me :)

Poem Page - @ghostonthelnternet, @soleilthesugarglider, and @meku95

Article Page - @karma-creations, @summers-art, @cubicrotting, and @rylxdreams

1st Chatlog Page - @soleilthesugarglider and @starzdeath

2nd Chatlog Page - @karma-creations, @chocobunnans, and @summers-art

Recipe Pages - Me :)

[hvacutie]

all i can say is there better be an option to make him beg for it ok. that face just SCREAMS 'professional sub'

[toskarin]

minecraft

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<rin> the gist of it is that when I was with my ex who just kind of brought things up to start fights, I eventually got numb to it and mentally checked out of arguing. it was always insanely mundane stuff that would get responses (eg asking if a weapon in warframe was meta and taking it personally if I said it wasn't) so I naturally concluded "ah yeah, minecraft won't do that"

<rin> but what I didn't realise is that in response to any attempt to do that in minecraft, I'd go dwarfmode and just build an incomprehensible hyperfixation labyrinth while nodding and going "mhm" every time argument bait was dropped

<rin> this base had literally 300 rooms, connected by tunnels and spires with nothing in them that I constructed in a fugue state and filled with mannequins, but then I realised I had a problem

<rin> that was really really really fucking scary

<rin> what I had ACTUALLY built was a city that could house an entire faction, to scale with some real life towns and fully furnished, in a place where ambient cave noises would play and it wasn't always clear where the next door to the surface (or an airlock into a cavern) was

<rin> and I got so creeped out conceptually by having a massive labyrinth that was made entirely of negative autistic energy, filled with mannequins that I placed seemingly only to scare myself, that I stopped going in most of it and kind of hid in one of the top floors (the one with the terracotta ballroom and the roman style bathing area)

<rin> the end result was that I started building houses inside of the house, smaller basecamps that were less creepy than the massive empty structure, along with numbered signs and routes through it that avoided "the creepy parts"

<rin> the creepy parts were like. exceptionally weird.

<rin> it wasn't even built as a base, but just vaguely attached "expansion" that usually simulated something or otherwise looked like it should have a use

<rin> for example, a series of identical plazas, connected by a central spiral staircase, all with identical underground apartment buildings that flanked all four sides, down to the furniture inside of them, all the way to bedrock

<gf> oh my god babe

<gf> i don't even know what to say. just oh my god

<rin> there were multiple restaurants, and the gimmick of them is that they were identical except for the color of the wool used on the carpet, and there were 20 of them

<friend> rin, are you like, okay

<rin> oh no I'm insane

<rin> genuinely I wish I still had the world file because like, what cool organic horror it was

<gf> yeah that sounds kind of incredible in like a really terrible way

<rin> there were distinctly the small manageable rooms where I was actually comfortable playing the game and then there was the horrifying maze of structures that made up my mental labyrinth further in or something

<rin> total aside, that's why there's the metrolith labyrinths in vesalblood. the "compacted underground urban center built on top of other urban centers" thing struck me as a cool enough concept to keep

[violetegress]

Chat Log 2

[warning: disturbing image below. Proceed?]

[safety-rat-adventures]

congrats on your newly acquired followers big man! What do you plan to do with your newly acquired fame? 🎤

“Squeak.”

“ >:0!!! SQUEAK!!!”

“Squeak.. squeak squeak!”

Open chatlog?

Scavenger Rat: “Get rat bitches.”

Safety Rat: “OI!! PG!!!”

Safety Rat sighs while Scavenger Rat cackles.

Safety Rat: “Sorry.. I don’t know yet! I’m just happy people actually like me!”

Safety Rat’s face is a mix of incredible joy and a hint of sadness.

[sparkylurkdragon]

I was having a chat with @that-dreaming-dragon about otherheartedness, which I'm still trying to wrap my head around, and we had this exchange that they thought summarized things well.

Ryuu: One metaphor I use for heartedness is that, my kinity is my heart (the irony XD), my kardiatype is my bone, and my hearttype is my value, my memories, my preference. Things that are not me, but also part of who I am.

Sparky: Ah...! So, if I'm understanding correctly: your kinity is who you are, your kardiatype is what builds you, and your heartedness is who you aspire to be, kind of?

Ryuu: yep! Heartedness is a bit of fuzzy area, something important, so connected to you, yet not who you are

Ryuu: That summarize the three pretty succintly in a simple way